Suicidal thought reactions are the only shit that a serial killer fears more than an atomic bomb
My thoughts are conflicted
My emotions are restricted
My whole body is ticking
Enraged and Accustomingly numb to the feeling
Call the bomb squad any minute now am about to go off can't contained it anymore
This fuel is what they used to build nascar's and high turbo sports engines
I can't really seems to shake it
Am totally inebriated with the emotion constantly bugged by the depression ,the anxiety ,the fear and the ooverriding thoughts of being alone
Nobody gets me for being me
The norms of following society and what people thinks of you
I don't know anymore but this is how I forget the norms of society by rolling a blunt and drinking shots after shots until my eyes...