You know that I can't help it.
I love you more each day.
I know you had a handle on this
before I came along.
I showed you something new,
and way too much, I feared.
I really fucking love you
and want you to stay here with me.
If I never sleep again,
I'll still lose my sanity.
You oughtta know by now,
I'd do almost anything for you.
I know to stay between the lines,
but they're getting really fine.
If I get too tired,
you know I'll get fired up,
and wanna beat you up
or fall down to your touch.
I'm afraid I've said too much...
I really freaking love you
and that makes it so much
more intense.
I'm still learning to cope
by just holding onto hope
that love will see this thru
while I keep my sights on you.
You're everything I want
and everything I need,
but at least for now,
I still need a lot of sleep
and some time to weep
while you hold me tight
even if I try to fight,
for I can't make it thru the night
without you next to me.
You know I'm losing so much sleep
cause I keep hoping I won't weep
and that I haven't dug too deep.
I try to watch you while you sleep,
hoping you'll keep breathing.
I'm reaping every seed I've sewn
for thinking bout the negatives.
I know I'm not the hottest chick
and I know you're not
the biggest dick,
but we're perfect for each other,
and I could never love another
as much as I love you
in the same way that I do.
Our love outweighs all others'
because we're the greatest lovers
that there ever was on earth,
so come to me and be my hearth,
for then, we can forever burn
so bright and be the best
love that passes every test.
You're better than the rest,
for you passed every test.
I still think you're really smart
for all you're teaching me,
and that's just one small part
of why I won't let you leave.
Part is only selfishness,
for I don't want to grieve,
and I know I can't retrieve
everything I've done and said.
All that I have left is hope
of laying next to you in bed.
You filled my head and my heart.
I know I said I'm torn apart.
I know it's my own fault,
but now I've put it to a halt.
I want my collar back,
cause it felt so great sometimes.
I loved the tension on my neck
and all the lovely rhymes
that made me think of you.
Almost everything
brings you back to my mind,
so again, I'll call you king,
or something of that kind.
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