First Red Flag & Clue"

I loved him so much
He absolutely meant the world to me
So why he thought I'm was on some bullsh*t
Was something I just couldn't see
Did he know how bad it hurt
Or why I would get so upset?
I would lash out to protect my feelings
Which would cause a bigger fight yet
Could he not see it crushed my heart
Very deep inside
When he'd say all the words that he said to me
That'd make me break down and cry
I could have done nothing wrong
And even BE in the right
But he'd go off on one
Just to start a big ass fight
I loved him so much
He meant absolutely the world to me
But why everytime we would fight
He would think that I'd wanna leave?
Did he not know that I loved him so much
Did he not know that I really did care
Did he not know that love I thought...