2023 the year that slipped away
To the year of fearing and interfering with what was
Forcing it’s hand to what is
To the year of those long nights
Isolation
Out of sight
Temptations
And backstabbing goodbyes
As my body lies dreaming for something better

After five months of things shoved down my throat
With constant failures
Now I just devote my time to write
Despite I thought this was my year to pop off even though all I’ve done is fall off

I was recovering while suffering
With things hovering over my head
Things I forgot to dread and chose to forget them instead
To the point where my happiness was fined, confined, and defined by the joy of the music I listened to

With the ticking clicking clock
I like to call it a time bomb with the...