Tonight she felt guilty again
As thoughts of self balme
Warmed it's way into her mind
Etching itself to her heart
she found it harder to smile
Sitting there she was but a glimpse of lifeless
She sat there unfazed
Eyes too dim you'd fail to see emotions
She was breaking again
The constant emotional abuses
From people who knew not that they hurt her
A surety that this time was worse
For before the tears fell from her dim eyes
A vivid thought of death flashed
And it didn't seem like a bad idea
She Relished in the thought
A wonder of what tomorrow would be like
When her body was cold and lifeless
Would they even care
Or would she be a blemish they were rid of
Her faith seemed too Dim
Almost like it wasn't there
She wanted more, but was too afraid to ask
She wished to...